Remembering old times and friends

With nostalgia and sadness of times passing fast

Pleasures dimming yet acceptance of the here and now, fulfilling

Bitter knots of past unravelling 

Dissolving in the tepid flow of time

Maybe I'm back

It has been five years since I last posted.

Have to say life is certainly interesting. "Ups and downs" is the norm. Getting by and pushing on is the only course. The only sensible goal is to cultivate a positive attitude, find and live joy daily with people one loves.

Afternoon meeting

2013-02-19T09:48:38.656Z

1095号 Jiaozhou Road, Putuo, Shanghai, China, 200060

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Yesterday was a 100 days

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Location:Singapore

Back in school

For the past two weeks I have been attending a course held near my ex sec school.

Having coffee here brings a flood of memories. Of days so innocent. I remember some of the issues, what seemed so challenging or stressful has been dulled by time. It gives hope and renew my understanding that current issues will be similarly treated, in time.


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Location:Bras Basah Rd,,Singapore

Bangkok

My ex was frigid. Or maybe it was my fault (NOT) Would it be better if I just had my way with her when I needed her? I didn't, I couldn't, and now we are apart. Is this better for us? For her?

16 years of a no sex marriage and hardly any before. Lots of guilt when I did the deed with others. Why??? A catholic upbringing? Incompatiblilty?

Life sucks and that started me on the road to why I don't believe in Jesus Christ now. Just as well, because I have found the truth.

Note to Pope; the church screwed up BIG TIME. Falling catholic birth rates, increasing divorce rates amongst catholics ... Just as well. Religion is a dinosaur.

Everytime I read about the priests caught fucking girls, women, boys and men, I remember the thousands more dedicated true believers doing good work. Doing the hard slogging while you wear red Prada shoes. Blind faith is really blind. Smoke and mirrors! FUCK YOU and all that you stand for. Power and Money.

Goodbye Francis...

It has had been a long while since we met. I have been away constantly. Using that excuse I had avoided getting together with our group of friends and with you.

For me, you were one of the least expected amongst us to go so early. Many of us are older, much older, more frail. I am shocked, now sadden by the realization that we will not meet again, till my time comes.

Francis, goodbye. I will cherish whatever time I have left and live on and live well, in part for your memory. Goodbye and thank you for your friendship.


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