Bangkok

My ex was frigid. Or maybe it was my fault (NOT) Would it be better if I just had my way with her when I needed her? I didn't, I couldn't, and now we are apart. Is this better for us? For her?

16 years of a no sex marriage and hardly any before. Lots of guilt when I did the deed with others. Why??? A catholic upbringing? Incompatiblilty?

Life sucks and that started me on the road to why I don't believe in Jesus Christ now. Just as well, because I have found the truth.

Note to Pope; the church screwed up BIG TIME. Falling catholic birth rates, increasing divorce rates amongst catholics ... Just as well. Religion is a dinosaur.

Everytime I read about the priests caught fucking girls, women, boys and men, I remember the thousands more dedicated true believers doing good work. Doing the hard slogging while you wear red Prada shoes. Blind faith is really blind. Smoke and mirrors! FUCK YOU and all that you stand for. Power and Money.

Goodbye Francis...

It has had been a long while since we met. I have been away constantly. Using that excuse for personal reasons I had avoided getting together with our group of friends and with you.

For me, you were probably one of the least expected amongst us to go so early. Many of us are older, much older, more frail. I am shocked, now sadden by the realization that we will not meet again, till my time comes.

Francis, goodbye. I will cherish whatever time I have left and live on and live well, in part in your memory. Goodbye and thank you for your friendship.


-- Posted from my iPhone

Singapore

It was a rainy day yesterday when I got a call from my son's school. He was having a bad cough and the school said he had difficulty breathing.

I told them to send him to the hospital immediately. Luckily it turned out to be just a bad cough. The school just wanted him sent home due to the policies in place for H1N1.

Phew...

-- Post From My iPhone

Stress is part of life

Term of the day; Nervous Excitement


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From behind the Great Firewall of China

Just upgraded my iPhone to OS 3.0. Setup VPN access and posting to Blogger. No big deal. Wonder why the Chinese government even bothers. Everyone I know can and do circumvent the controls.


-- Post From My iPhone

Balls!

You know that the angmos have us licked when their women besides being more hairy than us have got balls too :D

Stories from the quake zone

from TV reports;

1. a teenage boy was pulled out of a collapsed school after being trapped for over 2 days. as he was carried away on a stretcher he asked one of the rescuers, "uncle i would like to have a coke!"

2. towns and villages were all isolated by landslides. during the quake and continuing aftershocks, boulders as big as cars rolled down the mountains destroying roads. cellphone stations and landlines were all wiped out and no one knew the situation at these places. paratroopers were sent and they parachuted above rain clouds into the devastation. the captain hollered "the time has come, the party and people has given us this mission. for the country and for our people let's successfully complete our mission." for many survivors, the appearance of these paratroopers gave them hope and notice that rescue was on the way.

3. a policewoman breastfeed eight babies, many of whom who were left motherless.

4. a group of about ten children ages 5-12 have been standing by the side of the road for the past few days. they hold simple placards expressing thanks. when asked, a girl said that they were moved by the efforts of the people who helped them. from the report, it was the rescuers who were touched by the strength of these children.