Bangkok

My ex was frigid. Or maybe it was my fault (NOT) Would it be better if I just had my way with her when I needed her? I didn't, I couldn't, and now we are apart. Is this better for us? For her?

16 years of a no sex marriage and hardly any before. Lots of guilt when I did the deed with others. Why??? A catholic upbringing? Incompatiblilty?

Life sucks and that started me on the road to why I don't believe in Jesus Christ now. Just as well, because I have found the truth.

Note to Pope; the church screwed up BIG TIME. Falling catholic birth rates, increasing divorce rates amongst catholics ... Just as well. Religion is a dinosaur.

Everytime I read about the priests caught fucking girls, women, boys and men, I remember the thousands more dedicated true believers doing good work. Doing the hard slogging while you wear red Prada shoes. Blind faith is really blind. Smoke and mirrors! FUCK YOU and all that you stand for. Power and Money.

Goodbye Francis...

It has had been a long while since we met. I have been away constantly. Using that excuse I had avoided getting together with our group of friends and with you.

For me, you were one of the least expected amongst us to go so early. Many of us are older, much older, more frail. I am shocked, now sadden by the realization that we will not meet again, till my time comes.

Francis, goodbye. I will cherish whatever time I have left and live on and live well, in part for your memory. Goodbye and thank you for your friendship.


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Singapore

It was a rainy day yesterday when I got a call from my son's school. He was having a bad cough and the school said he had difficulty breathing.

I told them to send him to the hospital immediately. Luckily it turned out to be just a bad cough. The school just wanted him sent home due to the policies in place for H1N1.

Phew...

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Stress is part of life

Term of the day; Nervous Excitement


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From behind the Great Firewall of China

Just upgraded my iPhone to OS 3.0. Setup VPN access and posting to Blogger. No big deal. Wonder why the Chinese government even bothers. Everyone I know can and do circumvent the controls.


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